There is a sense of being your own

On your own
In the loneliness of one
A brand new star
No old why
No why
No where
Now what
Is it dark
Or bright
Bring me sun
Over the clouds
I am getting the sense
Of my own
On my own

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Without
YOU
There is a sense
Of not feeling
Thereafter
After YOU
A too becoming one becoming own
There is a sense of not knowing
Who is the ME without you…

Me: Say something romantic to me...
She: I am not romantic...
Me: Well, if you want to be my girlfriend you should start practising. At the end of the day, romantic is just a word for " be spontaneous, say and do what you feel deep in your heart".

by V. I. Medina

No, you silly...How could I ever be afraid of starting over? The refreshing breeze of reborning without losing the knowledge and experience gained in years of life fully lived...and do better than before? No, I don't want to be 20 again. I want to be exactly who I am now. What scares me is to be sucked in a boring routine where I repeat myself everyday without a chance of self improvement, reinventing and reaching my potential. Everyday is a fresh start and a brand new taste of the colours of live...of Me.

By Isabel Medina

Nosso (Ours)

Sinto tua falta. Sinto. Profundamente. Falta de teu olhar. Teu toque. Teu beijo mágico. Tinha medo...e passou. Assim que começou. O Nosso. Como dizes. Sinto. Tua presença. Tua voz perto de mim. Tua calma. Tua paciência. Tua dedicação. Tudo em ti. Sinto falta. de descobrir pequenas coisas a cada dia. A cor dos teus olhos. Não é um castanho qualquer. É único. Doce. Como tu.
Sinto.... saudades de ti. De mim contigo. Nossas conversas. És tão minha Amiga. Companheira. E eu sou tua também. Obrigada. Por me fazeres acreditar. De novo. Sinto falta. de teu corpo. Tua pele. Tuas mãos. Tua língua. Não tenho pudores. Sou tão Mulher contigo. Sinto falta. De tua Luz. Teu brilho. Tua inteligência. Tua arte. Teu Humor. Nosso Amor. Tua forma de estar. Teu Ser. Teu viver.
Sinto...Frio. Tristeza. De pensar que possa passar. Que seja o que foi e nada mais. E termine numa lembrança. Que não seja mais. Que não te tenha mais. O Nosso. Morro um cadinho todos os dias porque te sinto a ti e a nós...tanto. E não estamos juntas.
 To N.
V. Isabel Medina

O Nosso by Nós

McBealism

"I think I need to believe that it works. Love. Couplehood. Parternship. The idea that when people come together, they stay together. I have to take that with me. When I´m going to bed at night, even if I'm going to bed alone. That´s a McBealism."

By Ally McBeal

from your eyes an iceberg my heart may seem.....but make no mistakes, a burning flame feeling all as deep as the ocean it is

V. Isabel Medina

Heaven is being in her arms
Sunshine is looking in her eyes
Paradise has nothing on her smile
......................She completes me

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Cover Photo Film "Better than Chocolate"
 

Afinal talvez seja amor...

Não sei se o que me prende a ti é amor…se isto é amor. Ou apenas um cansaço. De começar de novo. Procurar meu alguém. E não encontrar. Quem me dê tanta tesão. Que faça o meu corpo arrepiar só de pensar nela.  Com quem faça amor e sexo e tenha orgasmos loucos. Aquela com quem partilhe tanta coisa. Um cigarro. Uma taça de vinho. Nights out. Jantares. Sabores diferentes. Viagens. Música. Filmes. Alguém com quem goste de conversar. Alguém para quem olhe e sinta – ela é linda. Querer abraçá-la, beijá-la e tocá-la a todos os momentos e de todas as formas. Querer protegê-la e fazê-la feliz. Um sorriso, uma gargalhada, um dia feliz. A mulher  que me faz sorrir ao enviar uma mensagem de bom dia. Aquela com que adormeço e acordo feliz. De quem tenho saudades na estação de comboio, antes mesmo de vê-partir. E penso - tempo passa depressa para que eu possa estar com ela de novo.  Afinal talvez seja amor…

Materi Photography
 

by Vânia Isabel Medina
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I may give a hundred chances, forgive a hundred mistakes as long as they concern different issues. That's who we are. Perfectly imperfect individuals making mistakes throughout our journey in order to learn and become a better person. I understand that. What I am not able to get and forgive is the same mistake made over and over again, hurting yourself and the ones you love, doing nothing to change.
Then Yes, I may forgive a hundred times as long as is not exactly the same that happened in one of the other 99 times. If it is, I'll just walk away...

By Vânia Isabel Medina

hoje acordei e já me tinha esquecido de...não me lembro mais de quê!
by Vânia Medina

(...)"become more determined than ever. You know is possible to change your life. You won't let this define you. You won't let your self be violated by the memory as you were by the act. (...) to be angry is to be a victim. Move on. That's the only real victory."

in Trance.

The Pursuit of Greatness

I have a deep sense of gratitude.

I have a good life.

I'm aware I've achieved some good victories.

But that is not enough.

I have this feeling that my potential is larger than who I am now.

I feel it...

And that's what moves me.

I wanna be great.  

By Vânia Medina

My Way

I don't believe in jobs for life

I am not in this game for fake stability

I play for hapiness

I don't have a career - I'm making one - step by step

I'm not finished

I'm working on me

I have goals

I have a way - MY WAY!

by Vânia Isabel Medina

by Kani Polat

So, this is it! How freedoom tastes like. I got up and I'm changing my life from this moment on.

Not in theory. I'm actually doing it.

Crossing boundaries. Breaking with everything I don't believe in anymore and all the things and people that are not good to me. I'm choosing the pursuit of happiness over stability. The unknow.

And I'm doing it with a smile.I'm packing my bag with a few clothes.

Because now I know that what matters is what I have on my mind and my heart.

Personal and Profesional experiences I've been thru.

That's what can make me succeed on my journey.

 

by Vânia  Medina

Martha Medeiros in "Doidas e Santas"

"Homogenic is a woman who was put in an impossible situation with a lot and lot of restrictions , so she had to become a warrior , but she fought back not with weapons but with love." by Björk

My Yin & Yang

Wordless but Peaceful

Alone but not Lonely

Sad but not Unhappy

Hungry but only for Life

Moneyless but not Poor

Crying but still Smiling

Walking slow but I'll Get There

I embrace both my Yin and Yang

by Vânia Isabel Medina

When a Man is into You

A mantra for all the ladies who insist in fall for men who are not into them (to be repeated over and over till you act in conformity): It’s called  

“If a man really likes you…

He’ll find a way to tell you or show it even if he’s shy

He’ll try to be with you and he’ll miss you when he can’t

He’ll answer your messages and answer your phone calls no matter what time is it

Just in case he can’t do it on the moment you’ve called he’ll call you back on the first minute he can

He won’t cheat

He wants to be with you even when you do something wrong and he’s mad at you… so he won’t avoid you for long, sometimes not because he doesn’t want to but because he can’t –he can’t be away from you, your arms, hugs and kisses

He’ll take you to the same places he goes

At some point you’ll meet his friends and family and be part of it

He’ll see you and treat you as special as you are… and so on…”

Yes, he’ll ladies! No, don’t find excuses…repeat the mantra! So let’s stop wasting our time. Let’s stop finding excuses and quit focus on men who are not into you - the ones who doesn’t deserve you, shall we?

By Vânia Isabel Medina

"At the end of the day only the ones who really care about you and the ones who matter to you will stick around. But don't be sad or scared if sometimes the only one is you..."

by Vânia Isabel Medina